personal problem

Jeezzz, just when I though I was the one having hard times with my family, who lately doesn't seem to uderstand their daughter that hardly felt freedom anymore, read one's blog which i guess that person was far more more frustrated. I thought I was lucky back then. lol. Sometimes, real stories are like dramatic films. Just that in real life you can't actually rewind them. I think I'm now at the stage of growing up and having my own mind. Which is... the worst part of my life. You know this mom and dad thing tell you what to do... you get mad but some how you just can't hate them. Well i guess this is normal. Actually its pretty normal but it's just, sometimes, well you don't like it at all. It's like they changed or something.

Speaking about changing, now adays they argue over small fly and I just hate it when they argue over some stupid things. And there's this once, They called me to be independent and think for yourself which I thik I am. Well I could deal with my own problem. But yeah and when I wanted to do something or go somewhere they seem to protest or 'slap' me when I tried to tell them what I was thinking about something. They say I'm arrogant. So I kept quiet when they talk and yeah... I wouldn't give any opinion and stuff. then they complain again for me not being able to stand up for myself. COME ON.

Well, I guess people out there might have the same mini-problem like I do now. It's hard but I still love them. I just hope sooner, things will change in a good way and everythig will be back to normal again. =)