I know, it sucks to write depressing things everytime. But I just couldn't understand why its hard to be normal anymore.
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My mother used to be a great cook. I enjoy every of her meal.
Yesterday, she put some herbs into the rice. And that was her friend's really 'Great' advice. That herb can be delicious on other dish but not rice. I just told her that its bad. And it's my first time to tell her about her dish on the table.
Then this morning I just got lectured by her telling me that its wrong to complain about dish and my cousin told her that my brother is a much better person because he never complain about his food.
Only once and the first time! seriously! I don't get it. And they made me become like a bad girl. For you I know, it might not be a big deal. And I wouldn't care. But that cousin...she's never close to me. And we met after 6 years. she cannnot just talk as if she knew my whole life. I don't like it. My brother is in japan and she had been taking care of him. you know all this things about family.. I feel like theres nobody I can be close to or know anymore. They're like a whole total strager. Maybe brainwashed by aliens or something. They made me as if I don't even know my brother. I don't even understand if my parents know her daughter. Everything sounds like it was my fault. I always get lectured by weird reason. I'm always wrong. Maybe I was a wrong soul to be born in my parents' daughter.
It's just ....really.. suck.
