=(

Sometimes, I want to think that they would treat me as first hands.
I want to make them happy when I'm with them.
I don't want to be vain- but it always seem that I'm not qualified enough and
that you know.. I don't seem to fit in.
I'm not trying too hard or even hard though and I'm not desperate.
SO I guess I'll take everything easy and see how everything goes.

Love, W
(ok...wth..)