I guess it's better for me to stay behind lines.. things get pretty uneasy and complicated across that line. I wouldn't want to go into that luxurious worlds with diamonds and champain and all sorts, all those hollywood and wonderland thing.
It was easy before. It was easy back when I was hmm.. grade 6? everything was placed behind their bars and everything was sorted out. nothing to worry about. Now I feel that there's a 'queen' I'd have to worry about or- probably my brain will turn out upside down. I wonder why, why do I have to think so much of one thing, why do I have to put all my energy, my mind, all my efforts to just get across that line? Its pretty hard to deal with things that are able to swim and fly at the same time- and yet nothing come back good to me. Thats crazy.
It's time for me to care about my own stuff.
From now own, I'll do what I wanted to do, and reject what I don't want to know or see.
Smile even if it's worth crying.
I'm all grown up- I'll do whats best for me.
