I realise lately that I'm changing... and I can't seem to control it. Its not really big dead but I do not like it. It's my mood, My bloody mood. It seems that I get upset pretty fast, and all because of one particular reason.. it's like a reflection but I just dont really know how to explain.- it sucks. I wonder why I cant be that
happy - go - lucky person anymore?
BUT I guess from now on, since I realise it, I must not make it that way anymore.
So, it's only Friday today... no no I didn't skip school. Just, we're called not to go to school today, for some reason why, I'm not gonna discuss about it. =)
We've been reading about Skelling in English lesson, its quite interesting.
yeap.. ok. I know I'm going nowhere.. theres so many I wanna share but somehow it's so hard to type it down.
But theres this one problem though.. one TINY problem that I have. I'm loosing my confident again. I'm becoming a coward... I don't know.. I'm just afraid to see things that I have to... things like something... I don't know, maybe time will explain everything.
All I have to do is wait.
